WTF!!! Life!

Holy Crap! So, we all got sick! Good times!!! Hubby still has no voice (bonus!)

I ended up in the hospital for 2 days with a hernia issue and now will most likely need surgery!

• WTF Life??? Finally starting to feel like I have a little bit of control and then life says

NOPE NOT TODAY!!!! Lets see how you handle this bullshit were about to throw at you!!

SO… here I am, dealing with the bullshit part of life. Now as I am home resting life goes on, my daughter still had cheer, my hubby still works late and my mother is still a pain in my ass, *sidenote my mom lives in my house

**** NEVER I REPEAT NEVER AGREE TO THIS………..AVOID AT ALL COSTS********

That will be a different blog on how that ended up! Lets just say, there are 5………5 RYAN children,,,,,did I say there are 5 Ryan children, because I just want to be clear.  So I took one for the team…….and moms at my house, along with one of the other Ryan children, one of my older brothers is here with me now too!! Yiiippppeeeeee !!!!!!!!

Apparently being the middle child means you get mom! Because the 2 older brothers are too old to take her ( I call bullshit on that ) and the 2 younger —- well the 2 younger are my 1/2 brother and sister by my dad so that would be awkward, but whatever she loves them just like theyre hers so later gater! take her for the weekend! Give your sister a break!

Whats that saying ¨ Just because I have a truck doesn’t mean I want to help you move!!! – Well…….Just because I have the space doesn’t mean you can stay!!! ¨

WTF already! wait…………that needs to the be the title to this blog post…brb

Ok thats better, it was WTF!!! Life got a little nuts for a minute…. but shit its been a week and life is still nuts so I needed to change that title!

Anyways I know that Im rambling on about all RANDOM stuff, I will focus on a blog topic tomorrow, now I must vent!

Ok Im off to bed! Sorry loves for all the randomness tonight! I will try and focus tomorrow! No promises!!!

xoxo

Trisha!!

 

 

 

 

So, this is me.

Hiya!

I wanted to take some time and give you a little background of who I am, some info on my past and what got me to here today. ( this will be done over the course of a few blog posts)

Hi! I’m Trisha! 42 divorced mom of 1 amazing daughter! Needless to say she is the reason I breathe. Also my favorite person on this planet.

Anyway…..Divorced! Yeppers that happen. (gotta give credit where its due–You called it Dad!RIP)

So, My ex and I Dated for 8 years, got married, ups and downs for 9 years. So after my father unexpectedly passed away on 3/8/2010, I realized that life is WAY TOO SHORT. He was only 62. His passing made me take a hard look in the mirror.  Suddenly I seen a reflection of a woman I didn’t know. Starting back at me wasn’t the strong,confident,oponionated woman that my father raised. There was a shell of that woman….however the shell was filled with this woman who was just going thru the motions with her married life, I wasn’t all in. It had been 17 years with this man I no longer loved. I mean I “loved” him. Like—I didn’t want him to get hit by a bus loved him” But it wasn’t “I want to spend forever with you–Love him”…